Who?

I need to refocus my efforts not on the past but my future. I look to much at what has transpired and not enough what will and at the end of the day only I can make my future. I want to find a girl pretty badly. I'm not going to even be very picky on the matter. I just want something to rely on and hold at night. I don't want to date anyone though and I'm not the type of guy that just can start hooking up with random girls. I'm not good at it and nor do I feel comfortable doing so. Also lately I have been breaking out so I don't feel the most confidence going up to a girl and hitting on her. I don't even like writing about it on here actually...

I need to start looking around or I'll never get better. I'm seriously hung up about my ex and I know it. I just miss her so much right now.... And she'll never know. I hate that she is secretly seeing on of my fraternity brothers. Just makes me feel even more shitty.

Just need to get out there and meet new girls.

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