Today is the day I make some big decisions. I haven't been sober in so long that I'm not sure what is right. I could possible feel depressed because of all the alcohol I have consumed. That very well could be the problem. Regardless, I'm going sober till next thursday. Hopefully some sort of clarity will occur during this time. I need to anyways. I have a lot of test next week and if I do well on them then I should solidify good grades for the semester. I think I'm going to really start trying to get in shape too. I have been sorta doing it but it hasn't been consistent. I also need to eat a lot healthier and not so late so I'm done eating past 10 and done eating fast food.
They say the best way to attain your goals is write them down. Well hopefully I can follow through and succeed they aren't too lofty and would be good for my health and life. Last thing I need to do is work on my resume. I'm going to attack that tonight. I want an internship, not this job at Turner Field. I'm going to see what I can get. Whats the point in living if I never go out and get what I want. I'm not going to settle and I'm going to get what I want. This is my life and I'm the only one living it. I need to worry about myself and how I can succeed and be a better person. Right now I don't feel like a good person, so it's time to start changing things. Drinking only on the weekends and getting healthy are now my goals. I want to meet a girl but if that happens it happens. I'm not pressing on anything. I just want to make myself better and I'm sure things will work out. The whole world is out there waiting for me, 1 more year and I'll be their. It's time to make myself better person.
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