Spring Break

As always I keep moving forward and nothing, especially life, stops. Not much has changed in my life. Girls are girls and I would like to gladly admit that I'm over my ex girlfriend. I had sex with her a couple more times but it is over. I'm done and have moved on. I don't have a girl in my life right now and I don't really know of one. Of course I have had a couple of girls express interested in me but I'm not trying to fuck around. I'm trying to find the right girl.

Months ago I thought that I just needed to have sex and meet some random girl. I have learned a lot about myself now. I don't want to push things, I don't want to settle, I just want to be happy. If I can't do that with any girl around me right now then what difference does it make.

One of my good friends in college just broke up with Fiance, who is my ex's bestfriend. Turns out she had been stealing money from her organization, about 1800. He broke it off because he didn't feel like he could trust her. I told him something the night it happened, I said to him, "Man you are 21 years of age. You have your entire life to live. So this girl ripped your heart out but you know what? Life goes on. You have many years ahead of you and many roads to go down." Obviously I'm better at giving advice when I'm drunk but I really do believe all of that. Life will move on. That is a fact.

So spring has begun and I finally think a new beginning is ready. I'm not sure where it will lead me but I'm excited. Life is full of changes and how I adapt to them will determine success. Success though is not what I'm seeking as I have made it apparent. I want a girl. Not just any girl but my girl and someone I can love and trust.

For some odd reason I think I'm going to meet her soon. Call me crazy, but I just have a gut feeling. Until then I'm just going to keep on keeping on. Got 7 days left of spring break and I'm not going to waste them on stupid blog.

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